Bicara sama hati

Wahai hati
Dimana letaknye perasaan
Dimana letaknye kasih sayang
Dimana letaknya kerinduaan
Dimana letaknye kelembutan

Bila dilihat pd hati
Sama smuanya..
Warna merah gelapnya..
Beza mungkin pd saiznye
Tp hati
Besarnye kamu tak sebesar kasih yg ada
Besarnya kamu tak melambangkan banyak sayangbya

Kadang terpikir
Dimanakah salahnya hati
Bongkak ego mahupun bangga diri
Sombong poyo mcm dunia ini milik sendiri

Lembutlah hati
Jgn dikeraskan ia
Lihat pd 1 sudut yg ada sayang itu
Pupuk ia biar bercambah rasa gembira
Atau terus disemai perasaan benci
Dan  terus mati sendiri
Tanpa ada rs kasihan dihati kami...

Geram

Bila di fikirkan mmg terasa geram..
Saket hati...smuanya tak betol...
Smuanya..

Sampai bila bertahan aku x pasti...
Sebab makin stress bila pkr..
Tau marah je kan..mcm aku ni takde perasaan..sapa dia...

Hurmmm mls nak ckp..saket hati kita

Beijing 2016

Ntry pertama tahun 2016..hahhaha...
Cerita sydney x habis...sambung beijing..😢😢😢😢😢napela mls sangat ni kan..

Sydney day 1 part 2

Assalamualaikum

hi uols...after we get our nap n relax, we start to explore sydney..we dont know where to start, so just follow our leg..

our messy room..

This pic are infront our hotel...its cold when night...

We just walk until tired..finally we go to darling habour..because so many people walk to that area.

This road a near with china town..ive saw 2-3 malaysian restaurant but own by chinese..ive read kak neena anuar blog n try to find the malay restaurant who sell the roti canai...but we failed..i just found their hotel..near with our's but still cant find the restaurant...

End up we found 1 indonesia cuisine..but.maybe next day because we want to njoy their kebab first..on our way to darling harbour, we jump into a couple from malaysia who also find the malaysian restaurant...hahaha..but because we also cant find it, we just suggest to them to njoy indonesia cuisine at.china town.area..because they really want to eat rice..hahhaa

finally we reach at darling harbour...its a really crowded with foreigner n local people where they bring their family to njoy the huge theme park..

n this is darling harbour on midnight..just enjoyed our day but i stressed when think how we want.going back to our hotel by walk..its very far ok...

Me in.my baju bawang..hahahha..i buy this blause in bandung n hate it because i look like a pregnant lady...memang gemok kot..

This my bantal buchuk...tq pa coz ur always love me..walaupun i selekeh..kuat kentut...moga u akan terus bersama i utk kita lawan kentut sama2 lagi...hahhaha

Elleh geli...kentut je pun..cuba uols tak kentut..seksa idop kan..hahaha..love u pa..

It'a hard

I really stress now

Aku tulis sebab ini kan diari aku..nak cerita kat sapa..mana ada yg paham....

Kadang menyesal dengan keputusan yg dibuat. Bila dah dibuat seperti smua masalah terletak dibahu aku..

Renovate umah dgn beli rumah 2 benda berbeza. Kalau beli rumah..rumah tak siap pun takde la perut sentiasa dipenuhi kupu2...sebu je rasanya...ntah mcm mana nak ckp ntah..mana ada org nak paham..yg mereka tahu..mereka tak perlu pendam perasaan marah dan tak puas hati dlm diri mereka..hamburkan pada aku..biar aku terpisat2 dengar dan telan..dan aku plak boleh berdiam makan hati sampai satu hari mati pun berdiri dengar luahan2 yg menyakitkan hati...

Aku reno dapor..mmg itu dlm wishlist aku..impian aku..smua org ada impian kot nak anak, cuti oversea..tido hotel atau apa2lah...impian aku dr dulu..dr mula2 beli rumah ni adalah besarkan dapor.aku suka msk walau tak sedap...aku nak ada wardrobe yg mana dlm bilik tu muat utk smua baju2 aku n melor.tak payah lipat..aku gantung je..senang nak tgk n pakai...aku nak bilik tido yg best mcm dekat hotel..impian aku tu kot..selalu berangan angan...bilik, wardrobe smua aku cuba realisasikan sendiri..tp kepuasan masih takde...

Bila melor setuju nak besarkan dapor..aku paling happy kot walaupun aku kecut perut...bajet adalah masalah utama..mslh berbangkit pasti timbul...dan akhirnya lepas satu..satu timbul..aku series macam nak pegi pantai bagan lalang tu then terjun timbul then terjun balik sampai puas dan berfikir..kenapa aku nak buat apa yg dah  aku cadangkan dekat melor..

Kadang2 betollah kita jangan ikut sangat impian yg selalu dlm kepala hotak kita ni..aku mungkin ms tu terlebih minun air ketum..jadi tak waras..hahahha

Aku stress...mmg stress...apa la yg mampu aku buat..Allah bagilah aku petunjuk..tenangkan hati aku yg gundah ini...sabarkan aku bila marah melanda..sejukkan aku bila panas tiba...moga pelangi ada dan rumah aku jadi syurga aku dan melor..

P/s:mana ada aku minum ketum..haish..

Sydney day 1

Assalamualaikum

Trip to sydney start on 15.10.2015. Our flight on 2245...at first melor suggest to bring our car n park at the nearest station at kota warisan..then he changed n book a taxi..after maghrib our journey begin..

after reached at airport, melor rap our bag..n we just bring 1 luggage n 3 back pack...its because sydney in summer also the strictlaw to enter sydney, we dont bring any food..

After check in, we straight to satelite zone gate c22...n before that,  we stop at grandmama's near at gate c32 to njoy our dinner.

my sweet jelly boy..

Birthday girl...hahahha..actually, 16.10 is my birthday..so this trip is my birthday trip..n this year no flower or cake..uwaaa..hahaha..just njoy my day in sydney..but alhamdulillah..its gud coz i still can celebrate with my favourite man..

Happy face

Happy tummy...ive ordered beef keatiaw with ginger..yummy ok.

After had our dinner, i go to surau n isya then straight to our gate...luckily we are early reach the gate n i saw the gate was changed...

Our flight depart on time n this is my meal..yummy...smuanya yummy..rindu.meal onboard..

N.alhamdulillah we arrived at sydney on time.

Happy me..but still afraid because we are still in terminal..as u know, sydney authority  are really strict. So any item that u bring should be declared..i just need to declare medicine for melor (diabetes) n my minyak gamat..terbawak sebenarnye..sebab balik london tak keluarkan..huhuhu

Its took an hour to settle everything..last check point the bring a huge dog to check our beg..hohoho..rotweller kot

.betol ka eja anjing jenis tu...nasib ayaq liuq dia tak jatuh menetes kena beg..

n finally...kuikuikii..happy wey..melor ckp.mcm airport jakarta je..ceh..

Then we find the train...belakang melor tu arah ke train..jln terus n turun escalator...train tu museum station aud36...hurmm mcm kat london plak..ada museum station..hahha

The train a huge n double decker..

Happy face again..

This is out pitstop. We stay at.y hotel near with hyde park..

Hyde park sydney

We just buy a kebab..sedapnye...aud 10 siap fries n coke..besar n beli 1 dah cukup.

Dekat hotel ada supermarket..best..mlm beli stock siap2..takut kelaparan..

I tak amik gmbr hotel.hahaha tapi ok lah walaupun hotel tu terpaksa shared bathroom..well sydney hotel smua.mahai kan

..takpelah yg pntg best n tak delah share dgn lelaki...will come again to y hotel sebab best....

Hot sunny day

MasyaAllah...its very hot today...alhamdulillah, we can see the sky n the beautiful cloud..seem like watching a thousand of marshmallow fly..hahaha...yup..i watch a lot of cartoon n i luv sofia the first..kuikuikui

So..what a perfect combo with this hot weather...hurmmm...i cant stop thinking about starbuck and the iced blended with a lot of cream...owh gosh...so yummy n cool...

Why this happen today..right now.huh...when i was stuck at this place n cant find even a bottle of cold mineral watet...haishhh la..dahaga benar saya ini.pun...

Sydney..... im in love

Alhamdulillah..

Australian sector either sydney melborne perth or adelaide is one of my favourite country before i know the strict law to enter this country..after that, they be a last place in my dream...hahaha...as always, when go for holiday, it's seem bring my fridge together with us...kuikuikui.thats a big reason why australia be a last place in my list..

but when melor suggest sydney to me n he look very confident to handle this trip, i say yes to him...

so, this trip was handle by melor but because i afraid if he make a wrong plan, i make a research a day before we fly..yupsssss a day okeh....i love make an itenary if we are in holiday but for this trip, we just redah n njoy our kerja gila ajee.

See my bengkak face...ceh..bengkak konon..gemuk lah

2nd day in sydney, just hang out at opera house after  we go to bondi beach in the morning...

While at bondi beach...we just walk around the beach...it's perfect time to chill together n they have a huge people swim n burn their self..hahaha.

This is a first nite we arrived at sydney..we stay at y hotel near at hyde park..it's a perfect place to stay because like a center to go to others place..we just walk from hotel to darling harbour..they have a huge playground for kids n near with wildlife park n seaworld..

Will write this holiday trip after i finished my london n paris trip..hahahha...

Maafkan saya

Hi blog..

Yesterday, i up a status at fb. Tanpa prejudis..ia telah mengguris hati seseorang..demi Allah aku sangat berterima kasih atas jasa2 beliau...

Tapi keadaan sudah berlaku..even aku dah minta maaf, tapi keadaan masih panas..

Apa2 pun aku harap dia maafkan aku...dia terlalu berjasa utk kami semua...

Abah...et rindu abah sangat2

Jibam dan Tuan Anas

Almost a month this ntry in my draft...hahaha

I buy this book 2 days ago...but ive read the sinopsis a month before when i n melor go to alamanda..that time, ive read a latest novel by siti rosmizah..i love her book even i know the ending.. one thing i noted about siti rosmizah novel is When happy part, ill be the happiest person..but when sad come, i also will cry...even the story just same like other book...rich girl with bad attitude...rich man n crazy behavior ...but being my self..i will buy even im not read at that time...
Huh..hurmmmm....this is not about siti rosmizah...hahaha
So..after settle with bank, i straight to giant n buy a novel..i dont care..hahaha...in my mind i just want to buy 1 novel...tuan anas mikael.because i've follow puan ziela jalil instag n now she produced a drama from this novel...hero act by aaron aziz n the heroin is zara zya...im not a fan of zara zya but sometime this gurl a cute especially when she laugh...

N the other 1 is jibam kahwin janda vouge...
When i reached home, 1st novel i read is jibam..not tuan anas..hahaha..well tipical me...

So first novel...jibam kahwin janda vouge..
I had read jibam novel before this..write by ujang...but this novel totaly diffrent with jibam...
This jibam about a giant man name syamsul eddie but his parent n his friend call jibam because his attitude n fizikal..actually he is a normal man but straight forward ...i laugh a lot when read this book..n need only 1 day to finished it.hahaha..its so funny n i really enjoy the story..n i just imagine ungku ismail.aziz as a jibam coz he have a big hair n so tall...n siti elizad as katrina..well i still cant move on from teman lelaki upahan..hahahha...
Story line are simple but not to boring...
I love when jibam with katrina..how jibam treat katrina as a wife..how katrina respect her husband even jibam is poor n sometime like a 'dungu' man..n i really adore how jibam protect katrina as his wife...
In this novel...no more handsome, tall or muka mat saleh hero...only a nerd kampung guy with a gud heart..owh how lucky katrina...n more lucky if still have a man like jibam...mbahahahahaha...sengal...but i do not need any jibam...because i have my melor..

But i still not satisfied with the ending..hahaha...i love to read jibam family..i do not knows the reason katrina dad accept jibam as their family..or maybe she write it but i skip to read..mbahahah..

What ever it is, i enjoy this book very much. Coz its diffrent with others...as what i told before, no handsome man..no berlagak bagus or diva actor...

n this about tuan anak mikael...i try to start read the book but sadly, i left the book at my office...urgggggh...exactly place at a mechine n far form my workplace.....if i lost the book...maybe ill be a jibam..girl version..huh

Well, i already finish read this book...homaigadddddd..because i knew who plays this character, its really fun..i also cant wait to watch the drama..butttt i still not happy with the ending in book..hahaha...well cant write everything..u should buy the novel n watch the drama this early november..i cant wait..i cant wait...n for sure, no more jibam n i in love with tuan anas mikael