Sydney..... im in love

Alhamdulillah..

Australian sector either sydney melborne perth or adelaide is one of my favourite country before i know the strict law to enter this country..after that, they be a last place in my dream...hahaha...as always, when go for holiday, it's seem bring my fridge together with us...kuikuikui.thats a big reason why australia be a last place in my list..

but when melor suggest sydney to me n he look very confident to handle this trip, i say yes to him...

so, this trip was handle by melor but because i afraid if he make a wrong plan, i make a research a day before we fly..yupsssss a day okeh....i love make an itenary if we are in holiday but for this trip, we just redah n njoy our kerja gila ajee.

See my bengkak face...ceh..bengkak konon..gemuk lah

2nd day in sydney, just hang out at opera house after  we go to bondi beach in the morning...

While at bondi beach...we just walk around the beach...it's perfect time to chill together n they have a huge people swim n burn their self..hahaha.

This is a first nite we arrived at sydney..we stay at y hotel near at hyde park..it's a perfect place to stay because like a center to go to others place..we just walk from hotel to darling harbour..they have a huge playground for kids n near with wildlife park n seaworld..

Will write this holiday trip after i finished my london n paris trip..hahahha...

Maafkan saya

Hi blog..

Yesterday, i up a status at fb. Tanpa prejudis..ia telah mengguris hati seseorang..demi Allah aku sangat berterima kasih atas jasa2 beliau...

Tapi keadaan sudah berlaku..even aku dah minta maaf, tapi keadaan masih panas..

Apa2 pun aku harap dia maafkan aku...dia terlalu berjasa utk kami semua...

Abah...et rindu abah sangat2

Jibam dan Tuan Anas

Almost a month this ntry in my draft...hahaha

I buy this book 2 days ago...but ive read the sinopsis a month before when i n melor go to alamanda..that time, ive read a latest novel by siti rosmizah..i love her book even i know the ending.. one thing i noted about siti rosmizah novel is When happy part, ill be the happiest person..but when sad come, i also will cry...even the story just same like other book...rich girl with bad attitude...rich man n crazy behavior ...but being my self..i will buy even im not read at that time...
Huh..hurmmmm....this is not about siti rosmizah...hahaha
So..after settle with bank, i straight to giant n buy a novel..i dont care..hahaha...in my mind i just want to buy 1 novel...tuan anas mikael.because i've follow puan ziela jalil instag n now she produced a drama from this novel...hero act by aaron aziz n the heroin is zara zya...im not a fan of zara zya but sometime this gurl a cute especially when she laugh...

N the other 1 is jibam kahwin janda vouge...
When i reached home, 1st novel i read is jibam..not tuan anas..hahaha..well tipical me...

So first novel...jibam kahwin janda vouge..
I had read jibam novel before this..write by ujang...but this novel totaly diffrent with jibam...
This jibam about a giant man name syamsul eddie but his parent n his friend call jibam because his attitude n fizikal..actually he is a normal man but straight forward ...i laugh a lot when read this book..n need only 1 day to finished it.hahaha..its so funny n i really enjoy the story..n i just imagine ungku ismail.aziz as a jibam coz he have a big hair n so tall...n siti elizad as katrina..well i still cant move on from teman lelaki upahan..hahahha...
Story line are simple but not to boring...
I love when jibam with katrina..how jibam treat katrina as a wife..how katrina respect her husband even jibam is poor n sometime like a 'dungu' man..n i really adore how jibam protect katrina as his wife...
In this novel...no more handsome, tall or muka mat saleh hero...only a nerd kampung guy with a gud heart..owh how lucky katrina...n more lucky if still have a man like jibam...mbahahahahaha...sengal...but i do not need any jibam...because i have my melor..

But i still not satisfied with the ending..hahaha...i love to read jibam family..i do not knows the reason katrina dad accept jibam as their family..or maybe she write it but i skip to read..mbahahah..

What ever it is, i enjoy this book very much. Coz its diffrent with others...as what i told before, no handsome man..no berlagak bagus or diva actor...

n this about tuan anak mikael...i try to start read the book but sadly, i left the book at my office...urgggggh...exactly place at a mechine n far form my workplace.....if i lost the book...maybe ill be a jibam..girl version..huh

Well, i already finish read this book...homaigadddddd..because i knew who plays this character, its really fun..i also cant wait to watch the drama..butttt i still not happy with the ending in book..hahaha...well cant write everything..u should buy the novel n watch the drama this early november..i cant wait..i cant wait...n for sure, no more jibam n i in love with tuan anas mikael

Off day

Assalamualaikum

I'm off today...a new roster n melor still need time to adapt with his new job, so i've need to take melor's duty before this...alaaaa only pay the bill n buy our groceries...mihmihmih..i hate when have to wait for pay the bill but i love when shoping our groceries even my vegies will dry in our freezer..hahaha

As always, i'm onduty on raya haji...sory family n inlaws..for the long time, i lost my crazy raya celebration..what ever happen i've to accept..n im lucky had melor as a husband who really tolerate with me...even he can't join his family at his hometown, he's always ok..

What i should i ask  more..i have a best husb..i have a great buddies n i have a loving partner..even he always be my punching bag too...may Allah care my melor..

Actually i supposed to go to amsterdam last night together with my officer...it's funny story but good experience to us...last minute cancel and alhamdulillah i can handle my other's problem that i should settle today..if i at ams, i've need too wait after raya...hurmmm everything happen with a gud reason...bersangka baik selalu...

Satu labah2..cuba panjat perigi

Hi peeps..

Assalamualaikum

Its gud that i had a time to write here...actually i have a lot of time but being a lazy lady...everything slow...

Well..i still not finish my journey with family at london and paris..really want too write here as my diary n will continue it soon..

My life totaly change now...not because i've pregnant..hahaha...we still 'two' gether...

Melor had an activity to do now...he's not longer with the company n yes he's the one from 6k....what ever happen i've need to be in his back to support him...first time when we know it, he's ok...but me as his wife was cried like crazy...i know how love he is with the company..almost 21 years finally just finish like that...yup..a simple word..sabar...yes we are in gud condition..hahaha... as a normal human being, of course we were sad...other wise, i realise that i'm one of the yellow renjer...ill be ok..ceh...

And alhamdulillah..we will stay strong n belive Allah knows better....

In life, we need to think positif as other people do...as for me n melor, we support each other but for make people around us understand with what happens to us is the challange...insyaallah we do it together slowly but surely will get a gud time for us to spent together like before...

So for now, no movie, no shopping, no makan2 or no lepaking like before...dont worry melor, we will adjust our time n for sure will try to find another day to njoy with u..

But one thing that i want u know melor, i love u till my last breath...my heart my soul n everything just for u...love u as always n i really misssss u

Ada ruang tak untuk saya

Bila dilihat hari yg lepas
Mahu menangis tak bersuara
Namun bila dikenang yg indah
Ia mati seketika
Terhenti bukan tanda menyerah
Bukan makna rasa bersalah
Tidak jugak terus melatah
Tapi hanya perlu sedikit ruang untuk bertenang
Mencari serombong untuk bernafas
Melihat ketempat yang semakin sempit
Memandang walaupun perasaan perit
Melukis disaat sedih
Melakar pelangi dikala hujan membasahi bumi
Dan aku melihat aku yg buntu
Muatkah aku duduk disitu
Layakkah aku gelak seperti dulu
Atau hanya seperti penyapu
Yg ada atau tidak terus kaku disitu

Menanti pelangi dikala kemarau
Hanya tuhan mampu tunaikan
Berhati2 dgn permintaan
Atau aku yg berangan dalam pelukan mimpi ngeri yg jadi kenyataan

Rumahmanisrumah

Kenapa org ckp home sweet home..

Walaupun rumah tu kecik dan buruk...walaupun asyik bertekak...
Walaupun tak cukup kelengkapan
Walaupun air slow mcm air kenseng...
Tapi home tetap sweet home..

Sebab
-boleh baring suka2 hati
-boleh bermalasan
-boleh seksi2
-boleh kentut kuat2
-boleh tido berkeruh sampai nak roboh rumah
-boleh bangun kol 12 tengah hari
-boleh mandi sebelum maghrib
-boleh makan tido depan tb

Boleh macam2 la...best kan rumah manis rumah

Hurmmm area umah aku masih org main mercun..meriahnye hari raya kan..hahhaah

selamat hari raya

selamat hari raya kawan2

alah yg aku tau wani n aira n zarina je kot..hahaha

babai

hi

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Kerna aku sudah berjanji
Dia cinta ku yang terakhir

Sungguh tak pernah ku menduga
Dia akan mengulanginya semula
Namun untuk menodai cinta
Dan membiarkan aku sengsara

Dia tempat ku sandar
Angan ku pendamkan
Satu percintaan
Yang bisa ku jadikan
Tangga-tangga ku ke pintu syurga
Meleraikan rindu

Mengecap bahagia
Yang kerap dimadah
Insan yang murni
Yang dah rasakan cinta
Yang aku... mimpi

Ramadhan 2015

Assalamualaikum

Aku rindu nak taip disini..melakar memori indah pasal london dan paris aritu..lama sangat aku tinggal..insyaallah lepas raya mungkin...
Ramadhan kali ni totally diffrent...tapi seronok..puas tapi penat...
Semalam dapat berita pasal ayah wanikeni...moga dia tabah dan moga roh ayah wani ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yg beriman...
Terus aku rindu abah...rindu sangat..21 ramadhan lepas..genap 6 tahun abah tinggalkan kami..tapi aku selalu rasa abah disisi aku...abah ada dimana2....masa pegi london aritu..aku dan melor sedih..kalaulah abah ada..mesti dia paling happy nak pegi london dan paris...
Et rindu abah...

Alfatihah abah....alfatihah utk ayah wani...alfatihah utk ayah bazli